and i learned what is obvious to a child
that life is simply a collection of little live
seach lived one day at a time
that each day should be spent finding beauty in flowers and poetry and talking to animals
that a day spent with dreaming and sunsets and refreshing breezes cannot be bettered
but most of all
i learned that life is about sitting on benches
next to ancient creeks
with my hand on her knee and sometimes
on good days
for falling in love
being beautiful is more then how many boys you can get to look at you
or how much make-up you can wear
it's about what you live for
it's about what defines you
it's about the heart that you have and what makes you special
it's about those little quirks that make you, YOU
It's about going against the flow and living out what you honestly think
and that is a beautiful thing
it's the possibility that keeps us going
not the guarantee
people used to tell me that the first time you fall in love
it changes your life forever
and no matter how hard you try
the feeling never goes away
do you ever just sit there and wonder
why he chose you?
do you ever stop and think that
it was just to good to be true?
does it ever seem like your afraid to lose him
because
without him your whole life will be ruined
failing is the first step to success
crying is the first step to happiness
and
heart break is the first step to true love
and I hope the sun shines
and it's a beautiful day I hope something reminds you of me
and you wish you had stayed
we can plan for change in the weather and time
but
i never planned on you to stop loving me
im not even upset, hurt or angry anymore
im just tired
tired of putting in more effort that I recieve
im tired of holding on for nothing
im tired of believing all your lies
im tired of you proving me
wrong every time.
im tired of getting my hopes up only to be disappointed again
one day when it's way too late you're going to say
"I love you"
then when I don't reply
you're going to muster up everything you have
and ask
"Do you love me?"
and you know what i'm going to say
"I used to love you, I wish I still did,
but you were with all those other girls
and you were way too blind to see
what was right in front of you the whole time
i've dropped you hints
and I've tried to make it clear
but you never caught on
so right now I'm going to say
we're just friends
like you did to me all those times"
time is money and you ain't worth a fucking dime
for all the lies I've tasted, just looking for the truth
for all the dreams I'm chasing
well what am I to do
when everything's against me
and the answers are all wrong
i hope that i find out it was worth it all along
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